If you see something new written here... means im getting bored home. I wonder what drives ppl to continue on blogging. What determination n motivation.

Today's sermon, father mentioned about the lack of priests in sg. Wills was like..." so where to get the application form??"(JOKINGLY OF COURSE) Nobody seems to wanna give their committment to serve god n god alone. I mean, who can blame them?? They prayed to land themself a good job in a respected company with alluring paycheck n rewarding bonuses. Prayed for the perfect date with the sch belle, maybe aft a few years, get hitched. And god being the almighty one...gave them what they wanted, if not they might lose faith in him. In the end... who's to serve our lord??

The world's not like what it used to be, lots of changes everyday...restriction of yesterday may very well be practice today. I don't know what im talking actually... just crapping...since it's been quite a while since i blog.

*PONDER*

Arghhhh.... my bloody wireless broadband... ppl out there... for ur info, wireless is not a wise choice. GET WIRED. i had a hard time getting connection.... n now, i don't even know where the virus came from... im down on my luck. n i owe SOMEONE a teh ping. 925 one day charm... then we'll discuss on ways to get rid of the irritants for GOOD...!!!

Hmmmm... a lil update on my life these few weeks, 1've 1 more practical lesson b4 hitting TP, my FYP is doing well...(all thanks to CK), got a 1st year top student award last week(i bet alot of ppl wun believe i got it), hearing wedding bells for my sis nxt week... n she wants the brother(ME) to hold the pillow for the rings (what she think i am???? PAGE BOY??) i'll be the laughing stock... luckily i insisted on having the box. n yah... peeps out there can forget about sending me anything to my friendster... coz i can't log in. they can't find my password, n even if i reported lost of password... they didn't get back to me. my friendster acc lost....FOREVER.

OK ppl... that's all for now... signing out.

Damn... i hardly have time to even breathe these days... so busy with sch work and like that's not enuff... teachers want me to help them in some projects for open house. Complain complain complain... actually, just want to inform charmain that i'll not be able to update my blog as often as i can... coz i had a wager with her.

*The point of no return*

This title will be familiar to peeps who have seen phantom of the opera...

Tsk... It's a joyous festive season for all... except poor ol' mel. Mum went shopping the other day, spotted a shirt and bought it on impulse for her only son. Not that im complaining... im thankful for a thoughtful mum... but u guys should see the design on this shirt man. I look like a bloody mat playing guitar under void deck with this shirt. N she wants me to wear it for pai nian. I bet ppl will give me kutupat instead of ang pao man.

sighhh... i hope i dun bump into any one i know man...

Sighhh... anyone remember the show 'in the mood for love' ? the one tony leung n maggie cheung... artistic kind... well, their soundtrack is really fantastic. Never fail to put me in a sad mood... to think about life.

I am at a lost... i dun know where to start... where to end. What should i do?? should i move on?? knowing the fact that heaven is not on my side... but ironically,the only little help i got, was perhaps sent by god himself.

Hmmmm...had a long talk with IS today... he seemed to be really troubled with his love life lately. He have no one to turn to for advise, since most of our classmates are the playful type... maybe he needed someone with older experiences... someone he looked up to....SOMEONE like me. (that came from the horse's mouth)

Life is really wicked... guys like him n a few more of my frens, though appear on the flamboyant or flirtatious side... but deep down, we are in fact down-to-earth n faithful to our partners. What i cannot tolerate in a r'ship is infidelity... SIGH.... so often i see guys or perhaps even u peeps out there noticed... that some guys plays with gals heart n changes gf b4 u can say "NewTarget" n yet, most often... the girls with these kind of guys are the kind that are faithful, n vice versus.

Here comes the question, " Only being unfaithful, will u then get the faithful gal u want,Yes?"

Humans are never satisfied... only when they lose something...will they then realise what they have lost... by then, ur lost item, will be found by a new owner....

*PONDER*

Recieving a certificate of appreciation by the guess of honour.

Hmmm...what's that??

Scorpion Delight

Froggy..... this is the best of them all. taste like chicken.

Whoaaaa..... u lucky dawg.

I like this student... very quiet and obedient.unlike the one behind(with the adult), whoaaaa....that one headache man. loves bitting ppl... n pinching.

Khai, Alif, Zaidi and me. Nice bunch of malay guys... surprised me.(instead of the usual mats and niggers wannabes)

Silk worms

Silk worm... bloody awful... from the way the thai eat it, looks yummy,blardy taste like half cooked mussels with that salted egg yoke feeling.

Crickets....or is it locust?? who cares man... they all taste the same.

Emcee for the day...With me is yothee.

me and su. (I believe she's the prettiest teacher among all, she dances very well in her traditional thai dance)

Shiao jie. Our chinese interpretor... she's such a soft spoken lady... She's one of those who's closer to me. Guess her age ppl.....believe it...she 's 51.

beside me is tui. Always greeting me with that warm n captivating smile. Teasing me once in a while, asking me to be her son in law. Did i mention she always comment that im 'shuai'?? 'shuai' in thai is good looking... Welllll.....

A night out in their night market. Tui and her 2 daughters(white and pink)treated us to so much food.

'Sau nam dou hu' meaning Soya bean mei in thai. this lady here is so close to me and huiqin that she cried...(her eyes are red if u notice.) And that blue shirt im wearing is a farmer's kind of clothing... she gave to me. *pardon the droopy eyes...*

1st drawing. This painting was a tough one, with no stencils, the corners of wordings had to be painted carefully. alot of masking tape was need... as well as patience.

2nd drawing on the wall, my personal fav.(hee, coz i drew it)

3rd drawing on the wall.

My group members (im in charge of this IT room. Setting up 2 pc and painting of wall)

On my left is Noy(pronounce as nuey) and on my right is Noy(pronounce as it is)teachers of lighthouse.

Last day at the airport with yothee and ba.(they're husband and wife, as well as teachers in 'the lighthouse'.)